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Friday, March 21, 2003

 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!! You are now at the marvelous age of 20. Wow what a shitty age almost as bad as 19. Both of those ages are very pointless. Yes you can smoke and buy porn, but still your so so far from being able to drink legally. Of course you can still get shit-faced but there are consequences to it. Damn. I wish I were 21 or had a fake ID that would be nice. I dont know what I would do with it though. I think if I had one I would just go into a bar and sit, not drink. I think I would be plenty satisfied being there. I love Lynard Skynard. Such good ol' twangy southern rock. I wish all of the original members were still alive. Damn plane crashes. That would be an awesome show to see. I'm hesitant to see the "new" Lynard Skynard. Although I do hear thart they put on an awesome show. Well basicly this post was suppoused to be a happy birthday Aaron post but as you can see it went off on a few tangets. I'm off to Chucky Cheese now. Since Isaiah got 3rd place in his pine wood derby race. Yay I did a damn good job on that car. Go me. Anyway Aaron look for my call later tonight. I may join you if the ride situation can be worked out. Anyway later all from the cave.

Monday, March 17, 2003

 
So yeah I'm living in a cave. A cave of wonderous posssibilites, not really. Its actually cold, damp, salty, and a bit blue. It smells good, half the time. I like this couch better than the last. Its a bit more broken in. I like Boo Berry cereal. It's good. I love work. I ate a butterfinger. Thats it. I need to go to the bank. So why exactly must I not become a Jason Angus. He is my own personal Jesus. Not really. Cherry coke is. Damn this blog makes no sense. I must make it stop. NOW!

Thursday, March 13, 2003

 
The hop is underway. In times like these you learn who your real friends are. One sign is that they will come out with you even if your girlfriend is there. Another sign is that they actually still talk to you. Lastly THEY DONT CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND FAT BEHIND YOUR BACK SINCE THEY ARE BEING TOO PUSSY TO SAY SHIT LIKE THAT TO YOUR FACE!!! FUCK YOU ALL!

Thursday, March 06, 2003

 
Contrary to Aarons half hatched story, I DIDN"T FUCKING RUN AWAY FROM HOME!!!!!

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

 
I'm out. See ya all later.

Monday, March 03, 2003

 
If there were another ice-age the homeless and the smokers would be the only ones to survive, since we can always find the warm spots outside.
 
Ok so yeah I seem to be blogging quite a bit today. Told ya I needed to. It seems to be my only stress release right now. I feel better and better the more I do it. I really like to write. I'm just not too great at it. I am only if I'm in the writing mood, and I'm not given directions what to write. The writing mood is a rarity. It only comes around When I'm really really happy, or really really depressed. The latter of the moods now is common now so maybe thats why I want to blog so much. I dont feel sick anymore. Yay! I'm still hungry. I wish I could be in a state of finiancial independence. That seems like a good feeling right there. Knowing that you do what you need to do all for you. Yeah that's somethign I want. Something else I want, no wait need is a cigarette. So away I go. I love everyone. Oh wait no I don't, just a select few.
 
Ok so my last post made no sense. Oh well. Do I ever make much sense. I'll try to now. I'm hungry. I really dont have much to say other than I'm sorry for my earlier ramblings. Is that how you spell it? Eh. Later.
 
Ok I'll start this post off by saying sorry. And you know who that goes to and why if its for you. Ok anyway. I needed to blog really really bad. I had to leave class I had an anxiety attack again maybe it's just the Biology class. This one was really reall bad. My stomach felt like it was on a fucking merry-go-round with my brain. My head felt like it was floating. I felt like I was being stabbed. Ugh that was bad. Anyway other than that my day was horrible, as usual. I dont wanna be in school right now. I dont think I know what I want to do. I think I'm in the same boat Zach was. I dont know what I want to do right now, so I'll finish this semester, sell my car, buy a cheaper one, work with my dad over the summer, and move out with someone. Anyone else wanna move out? Let me know. I know Jason does. Ok so yeah seperation from the one you love sucks. This is the start of the second day since the last time I seen her. Yeah this is much harder then I thought. I know well be fine but right now I know we both hurt. I think my bodies normal reaction is to just go to sleep and not wake up. I have had a hell of a time getting myself out of bed lately. I'm still shaking from earlier. Anyway I think I'm done now. I think I may go since I'm being taunted by something I can't have. Sorry If that doesnt make sense to anyone but me. It just needed to be said.