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Sunday, October 19, 2003
Damn do I need to blog bad. Does anyone else ever have those days where everything is turned upside down? Yes today was one of those. It seemed that I thought that everything that was rigtht was wrong, and everything that was wrong was right. I dont know its wierd I guess. Whatever. It just makes this whole situation hard I guess. You have the good days, the bad days, and the what the fuck days. I wish there werent any what the fuck days.
So anyway my weekend. It was pretty good went down to lafayette with Matt, Laif, and Dan. Saw Zach chilled a bit with him, Brian, and Miss Lauren. Laif, Matt, and I went to ride and Dan stayed and chilled with Zach. The riding wasnt all that great since we ate first and we didnt have Shane either. There just was no motivation. So we rode around and tried to find a party. There was none. So we went got Dan and were on our way home. Today, Sunday was a recovery day. So I slept and fucked around the house. Thats about it. Now Im eating chineese food and updating my blog. I guess I didn't need to blog but i still feel like I didn't get everything out. Oh well. More to come.
Zak 10/19/2003 08:54:00 PM
Friday, October 17, 2003
So yet another update from Zak. I really don't have that much to say. I feel as though I was obligated to update though. I really want my blog to be alive again. I have all this time to blog and yet I neevr do. I will have to start making that a priority from now on. I was invited to go to RTC tonight, but the lack of funds I have right now for anything is fairly limited. I'm really at a loss for anything right now...wait no I got something. I was in Lafayette last night. Why you ask? Well Matt Shane Laif and myself went riding till about 2 o'clock. It was lots of fun. Zach we did call you too but you were sleeping...so...no visit. but this weekend looks promising. Saturday morning were thinkin. Well be down riding till afternoon time swing by Zach's, and be on our way to indy for some suburban assult and some concrete park riding. Well I guess thats it. Night all.
Zak 10/17/2003 12:04:00 AM
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Ok so here it is I feel the need to start blogging again. I know this shock to a whole bunch of people out there. Not really much has changed from the last post. I moved back home, and in the begining it was all good. I could go out do as I pleased and all, everything was good. Not it seems as though my parents are up my ass to find a job. I don't think that they get that if they bug me more and more I'm not gonna fuckin wanna do it just to piss them off. I hate when people constantly repeat the same thing over and over to me. I heard you the first fucking five-hundred times, now quit repeating yourself.
Thats one of the reasons I quit working at Friday's, because Ted was always up my fucking ass all the time. He told me over and over again to do the same damn thing. The wierd thing was is that everytime he told me to do something I had already done it. So it wasn't like I was fucking slacking because I'm lazy. I was slacking because there really wasn'tanything to fuckin' do. Damn am I glad to be out of that place. I seemed to have gotten out just in time too. Right before the uniform change and all. So i guess thats a good thing.
So my current situation is that I live in the basement of my parent's house. I don't have a "real job" and they refuse to recognize the website Dan and I are making as one. Damn I hate fucking people. I just need a source of income to pay my damn bills and move out again. I really miss that freedom. I think I'll live by myself when the time comes again or maybe with Dan. Who know's. I just want fucking out. Don't get me wrong I love my parents, and are glad they are there for me when I need them. I just want some more freedoms, but to get that I have to take on responsibilities first.
To anyone who really is slackin on my personal life...no me and "that girl" aren't dating anymore. It was a mutual thing I guess. The relationship just wasn't benificial to both of our lives. In fact it was destroying them. We both left in debt and emotionaly fucked. Basicly "Love is a bitch all relationships hurt!" Rufio Road to Recovery Im in that bitter stage. I wish I could be in the damn I'm fucking over it, Where's the bitches stage.
Well thats it Im done for now more to come tomorrow morning Im thinking.
Zak 10/07/2003 11:16:00 PM
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